how much of you is mislaid, hardly knowing
what you’ve forgotten? a provincial train
murmurs beside a station’s platform,
& its doors carry & swallow your journey
like an apricot you picked absentminded
from a bag while in lazy conversation
with your lonesome. what were you
& you cogitating anyway? fruit,
was it? that electric stench rising
from railway ties? no, it was about
your own memory, how it sweetens
on sleepy afternoons, until you crave
the harp & pitch of your own voice,
not this aging croak, but as it was when
you were nine, begging to be lifted into
a plum tree, to flicker inside its leafy chatter
as if, to all those branches, you’d only
just occurred, only now just ripened.
