We hadn't lived long enough to lose
much except directions
when we stole the word
off a street sign in L.A.
Tujunga.
What the word meant
Beyond the lost-ness, the sad-ness
of strip malls. Off the freeway, the L.A.
of Chinatown. We'd seen it twice
in one long hot afternoon.
Dead Mrs. Mulray in white,
that trumpet solo, sweet and vacant.
Tujunga.
What the word means
Place of the Old Woman.
The Tongva language, the tribe, gone
That place, those ruins,
we could never imagine.
Tujunga. So close to the crimes,
endless dead-ends.