Conditions of Use

by
Veronica Tucker

The room keeps its rules even when no one is inside it. The chair is pushed back just far enough to suggest use. A cup sits where a hand might return to it. Light presses against the window and stops. I notice the way dust settles without preference, how the clock does not hurry even when it is wrong. There is a list taped to the wall, corners curling, instructions written in a careful hand. I do not read them. I know what they say.

Something has been adjusted. Something has been left on. The air carries the faintest aftertaste of metal, or maybe it is only the imagination rehearsing. I stand longer than required, measuring nothing, waiting for a signal that does not come. When I leave, the room does not follow. It resumes its work of holding what has already happened.


Veronica Tucker is an emergency medicine and addiction medicine physician, mother of three, and lifelong New Englander. Her writing explores the intersections of medicine, motherhood, memory, and the human experience. A Pushcart Prize nominee, her work appears in ONE ART, The Berlin Literary Review, Rust & Moth, and elsewhere. Her chapbook, The House as Witness, is forthcoming from Quillkeepers Press. She lives in New Hampshire with her family, where she writes between shifts, long runs, and finely crafted matcha lattes. Find her at www.veronicatuckerwrites.com and on Instagram @veronicatuckerwrites.