You ask what it feels like
to cut skin
and she answers as if
water is almost boiling—
oh, I have six hundred and three
scars, mostly beneath my clothes
and she rolls her sleeves to show maroon lines
that appear to be from a child’s coloring book
or a church’s stained glass window—
depicting a tale of a saintly woman
without a name
her flesh a headstone she was trying to etch
her own name into
something like that
she says matter-of-factly,
re-rolling sleeves & being normal again
until the next time she becomes naked
to someone