What To Do if Eleven Days Have Come and Gone Since the Guidance Counselor Called with “Grave Concerns” and Your Daughter Won’t Speak of What’s Wrong

by
Jennifer L. Freed

In your heavy green mixing bowl, combine salt of one ocean
and honey of a thousand hives. Add a century
of patience and a roomful of memory—yourself at fifteen.

Fold in cinnamon, clove, three lullabies,
ten prayers. Rest
for twelve beats of your heart.

Pour into muffin tins generously greased with intuition.
Bake till a toothpick pricked into each center
comes out without weeping.

Let cool on wire rack till your face appears calm
and you trust your voice to stay steady.
Call to your daughter to come try what you’ve made.

When she doesn’t answer, think again of when
she was seven—how you had to guess
her appendix was inflamed. How she denied she felt pain.

Look for her favorite plate—blue rosebuds, gold trim.
Bless the small anchor of that rough little chip in its rim.
Fill the plate. Carry it to her closed bedroom door.

Knock gently. When she doesn’t answer, set the plate down
on the floor. Send a dove to tell her it’s there.
Don’t assume she will eat.


Jennifer L. Freed is the author of When Light Shifts (2022), a finalist for the Sheila Motton Book Prize and the Medal Provocateur, and second-place winner in the 2025 Eric Hoffer Legacy Book Award. Her poems can be found in Atlanta Review, Rust and Moth, One Art, SWWIM, What the House Knows, Vox Populi, and other journals, and have been nominated for the Pushcart Prize and Best of the Net. She teaches creative writing in Beverly, Massachusetts. Learn more at jfreed.weebly.com.