Still Here

by
Annette Sisson

It’s not that we’re hoarders
exactly. But the dining table has disappeared
under piles of half-sorted snapshots.
Two large bins clutter a closet
we can no longer walk in,
two more on the stairs, old books stacked
in the foyer beside an abandoned handcart.
I can’t bring myself to discard
my mother’s journals, oil paintings,
the quilt she pieced from my kids’ outgrown
shirts. Nor your mother’s snowman collection,
her degrees and glass dishes—
your father’s tools, Big Daddy’s coveralls,
Memaw’s denim jacket, or my dad’s horseshoes
and table-tennis paddles, new sweatshirts
to insulate him before he succumbed
to the nursing home.

Among these heaps of relics, our parents fade
into corners. No longer can I conjure
the tune of Mom’s chuckle, your father’s jaunty
eyes as he ribs me for a new stash
of fudge. When I strain to round the remnants
into life, they flatten like an EKG—
epigraphs, footnotes, not the text itself,
not the heft of body, breath.

On the kitchen desk strewn with paper files,
envelopes addressed in cursive, today’s torrent
of images slides onto the Smart Frame,
my daughter in Virginia uploading
pictures to share our grandson’s week, tiny
moments of elation, wave of lip
and eyebrow. I swipe my finger across
the display, tap the red hearts
beneath each photo so she’ll know
I haven’t dissolved into a jumble of leavings—
I’m on the screen’s other
side. She’ll watch the hearts light up,
imagine my eyes crinkling
like cellophane at the baby’s open grin,
spit glistening on his chin.


Annette Sisson lives in Nashville, Tennessee, with her husband and soft-coated wheaten terrier. Her poems appear in Penn Review, Birmingham Poetry Review, Rust & Moth, and West Trade Review, among other journals and anthologies. Her second book, Winter Sharp with Apples, was published by Terrapin Books, and her third, Rhizomes and Bones, was recently the runner-up for the 2025 Cider Press Review Book Award. She won the Porch Writers’ Collective’s 2019 poetry prize. Dozens of her poems have placed in various contests or been nominated for Best of the Net or the Pushcart Prize.